SCHOOL DAZE

This morning as the house was quite, I decided that even though that school is like a week away, I put Aidan's backpack together, put his name on basically everything(except the undies) I little by little starting tearing at the eyes getting a sick feeling in my stomach, literelly dreading the day...when it hit me my baby, my first born, my Aidypop was going to school, and I have NO control over it.

It drives me crazy that I will not be able to call the shots, or sanitize his hands everytime he touches something, or to hug him if he is just having one of "those days".

I miss him and he hasnt even left, my heart breaks evertime I think about it!!!

Like right now I better go, the computer screen is starting to look a little blurry!!!

HEAVEN IS A REAL PLACE

This morning's sermon at my church a.k.a. (The Potter's House) was about how "Heaven is a Real Place", For most of the sermon I was listening but then to be honest my mind would wonder off to what Heaven really looked like!

At some point this picture hit the back of my mind! I love this picture, just sitting here now looking at it gives me comfort, and peace to know someday I will get to see my Savior face to face!

It blows my mind how there are people out there who don't believe in Heaven or even in God for that matter??
Not my place to judge I am not even going to say a word about them, but I will be praying for them!
So to everyone out there..... I hope to see you someday in Heaven!

BEFORE WE LAY OUR HEADS TO SLEEP

Last night I was so tired, barely being able to keep my eye's open, we had a success full family movie night, A Bug's life movie and cup o treat's for everyone!

My contacts were out, every one's teeth were brushed, everyone deciding where they are going to sleep.... and then God spoke to me to read the boys there bible story's, with out a fight I pulled the book from my night stand, read the boy's there story, and that was it. It was over and bed time was in mode.

I woke up(keep in mind not fully awake) praying..... I remember sleeping but praying words hit my lips.

To me that is a refreshing way to wake up.

After reading many,many, blogs that talk about the word of God or just about my Savior in general alot of my posts are going to be different good....but different...... I feel a transition and change of heart about alot of things!

And really....I am excited about it!

THE WOMAN OF GOD OUT THERE!

After going over many blogs that are of different people around AZ, I have finally come over some terrific woman of God, who with many talents spread his message over to reader's.

I was ex static when I found them(hence the list on the right side has grown). After many losses and heart breaks these women still hold Strong to the Love God has for them and how they in return, still continue to live for him!

I myself, am honored to be called a woman of God, though there are things that everyday in my life I need to change I have said this many times I would not have my life any other way!
God has done so much for me more then any human person on this earth could ever try to full fill.
I have had my sorrow's and my screams and tears of "Why God" "How could you let this happen to me, you know I am not strong" Well apparently I am, and I get my strength only from him!

I know that I could never ever repay him for what he has done in my life....But I know one thing is for sure no matter the sin or the person that at times I am He Loves me and He forgives me, and that is worth everything to me!

Another woman of God that I am privilege to know and Love is my sister. Briana, is the middle child between my brother and I, though we didn't have alot of memories growing up, I am grate full to God that she has made the decision to serve him all of her Born again day's. I cannot begin to understand what it is like to be her, and how her life once was, but what I know now is she is the most beautiful, radiant, mother I have ever met, and secretly she is my hero!

We have shed tears together, we have laughed crazily together and had our share of words together, but Praise God we are saved, covered with the Blood of Jesus, we have new found traditions and memories of how we raise our kids together, but only with the up bringing of them knowing God! Our children have excepted Jesus into their hearts at the age of 5, and nothing brings our family joy to hear them sing and Praise God through worship!

Today's Blog wasn't of a significant importance to some but everything to me, if God leads me to share his word through my blog, then so be it!

Blessings to All!!
May God Be With You In any Situation!!

Lifehouse

PLEASE PEOPLE...
ANYONE OUT THERE WHO DOES NOT HAVE GOD IN THEIR LIFE...FIND HIM, SERVE HIM, LOVE HIM AND WORSHIP HIM!!

I'M IN A DRY SPELL.....AND THE FLU HAS HIT OUR HOUSE

I have been a horrible sitter to my blog.....but hey things come up!!!! Like a dry spell...my excuse it's to dang hot to do anything let alone sit at a computer and blog not a good excuse I know but that's all I have!!
And for more recent fun......some bug has plagued our house, and with a Special Birthday only a day away I hope the little creep finds his way out of our house!!!
it started off with me not feeling good at all.....I get the famous "Are you pregnant" NO NO NO shut up people a woman does not have to be pregnant all the time if she barfs on occasion.
Which is good that I am not we have a huge vaca, coming up I SO do not want to miss that!!
Now Aidan, the little brave Ninja Turtle that he is, is fighting off what he can....get it Ninja turtle .....fighting??? Come on people you get the joke right?

I love love love food, and that's my problem i have a hard time putting that fork down, but lately food and I are on a no speaking terms......God I hope I get back to myself soon, my pants are starting to fit loose and I hate that!

Let me see .......anything else.??????
Tomorrow is my sister's Birthday..............Finally!!!!!!!!
what has taken so long I'm dieing here!!!!
But once this stink en month of July is over, Aidan hits the all time thrill of kindergarten, with September around the corner.....................OOH yeah Disneyland Baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANT REALLY THINK OF A TITLE

I am rather on a sour mood today, because the humitity is like 65% and my hair looks like his!!!!!
I cant tame it I cant help it!!
I hate it hate itttttttt!!!!!!
I have to shamly admit that i skipped church tonight to avoid the glances....and that when I put the hair spray in to make it freeze, the hair spray turns on me and makes it more curlier!!!

I can't help but think I would love to "hurt" my father for what he has permanatly done to me!!
My sister tries to give me hope....wait how can she give me hope she has perfect STRAIGHT hair..lucky!!!!

I am going to stay in my house until the humidity is like 0-4% again!!

I'M GOING TO HATE AUGUST 6TH

30............30 STINK EN DAYS UNTIL MY BABY, MY FIRST BORN GOES TO SCHOOL!!!

How could life be so cruel, and make our baby's go to school?
In the picture above Aidan was only 3 1/2 and school seemed so far away
like a million years from then!

Now it's just around the corner.

Now when we plan vacations or any kind of trip, it has to go around the school schedule,

what a burden that is going to be!

On the first day, there is will be tear's, i can't say they will be coming form Aidan, but tear's will be shed!

Pick- up time, I will be the first one there...........so move it or loose it toots's!!!!!

I better go lay down, the room is starting to spin, just thinking about it!!

HIS DADDYS BIG BOOTS

Some day this boy wants to fill his daddy's shoes!!!
Well son that's all right with me!!!
What a Great man of God you will be!!
I love to hear you sing the Jonah and the whale song like a gazillion
times a day, I love how at every meal no matter where we are you
bless the food!
And I am Proud that you at the young age of 5 accepted Jesus into your heart, and you know the real truth!!!
So go ahead and feel in those shoes, because with God in your life you will go far and wide!!

Maybe I might be a preacher's mama!!!

Natalie Grant- Awaken

I had a rough morning today, so I needed a little pick me up, and this song did the job!!

I will state here and now I Love God, I will do anything he calls me to do, I don't care if people /family get tired of hearing me say it....My heart and my life belong's to God!
There is nothing in this world, that can give you the happiness and the satisfation like my God!!! No Joseph Smith, No Saint whatever...no fat little guy sitting there, to rub his belling for blessings will give you peace!
And Sorry if I step on toes, but well.... you should have moved them!
So I have said it once and I will say it again.....Yes I am a Penticostle Christian, you have a problem with that?

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!

One Nation Under God WITH LIBERTY AND Justice for all!!!
I told you in the near future she was going to be a blogger and now she has joined the forces!!

This here is my little brother who is in the Marines! This Fourth of July is different this year and you never understand why until you have a family memeber in the military!

My sister said it in a most beautiful and plain stated at her blog.

I LOVE AND MISS YOU TONY AND I PRAY THAT THE HAND OF GOD IS ON YOU AT ALL TIMES.

BECAUSE OF YOUR DEDICATION I AM PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN!!!

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!

Natalie Grant- I Will Not Be Moved

Today and only for today, this song hit's home for me!!